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dunia hampir runtuh
seperti bulan yang gagal bercermin
tatkala kaki-kaki patah satu per satu
seperti telapak tangan yang meringik
tatkala surya menebar rasa tanpa asa
berkelok-kelok berliku-liku
mendongak surai berdenting khayalan
lampu kelap kelip aliran listrik
warna warni suka cita
tawa asing menjelma bising
namun dadanya kembang kempis
seolah bahagia itu gratis

kini kilau menerpa air got
cahaya bulan telah diserobot
dunia hampir runtuh
dunia siapa, dunia siapa-siapa

-07

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